Depression

Due to some problems, my mother-in-law can no longer help me take care of my daughter. She used to help me 3 times a week, which was a great help cos I can then concentrate on my work.
I've been so stress and really depress for the last 2 weeks taking care of my little one everyday, the worst 3 days was when my husband was in KL attending a meeting.

Christmas is coming, so I've got lots of orders to complete, 2 craft shows to run... now I even have to bring her to the craft show with me. I could have sent her to the childcare, but I really wanted to take care of her myself since I'm working from home, I just need 2 days off a week...
There is absolutely no time for my work. I get frustrated and weeps in the wee hours. It' s just so tough! When my daughter throws tantrums or misbehave, it just adds on to my stress. I could have lost control and slapped her, but of course I didn't. I still try my best to discipline her.

Oh gosh, I hope I can get used to the changes and be able to keep my cool.